Bete bete ah bete bete ah.. aha aha aha!

heran...

dari kemarin sudah persiapan mau nulis segudang cerita di blog tapi kenapa begitu menghadapi halaman kosong ini kok jadi blank ya.

hari ini capek banget, besok juga bakalan ada rapat lagi (ugh!) mana perut sakit banget.

pikiranku sekarang :

1. Minum es buah yang sueger dan banyak es, warna warni, manisss banget.
2. ........
3. Mungkin bobok aja
4. ........

Duhh, betenya kalo lagi dapet di hari puasa. Nggak bisa ngapa-ngapain dan bawaannya pengen makan kursi aja. Ya Tuhan tolong, percepatkanlah waktu dapet ini sehingga aku bisa berdoa dan curhat padamu lagi Aminn...

PS : Ya Tuhan tolong dikabulkan, ini serius... Amieenn..

Hai readers,

Just read this :

Five and a half chapters to go! I'd keep going, but I'll ruin it if I do. I need rest to make this the best ending possible!

Reached 20,000 this morning. Now running late

Three betas say my first chapter does not suck! Huzzah! I feel so much better

Should be sleeping, but I'm not.

Caffeine + Booze = oddly inspired feeling that makes me want to write like the wind. I shall do so.

Time for a reading break (and possibly a nap).

ust discovered that two chapters in the outline needed cutting. LOVING the surprises!

Ok, done for tonight. 1092 words, only, but I just started at 1am! I did break 10k for this project, so yay! That's 15% done!

Ch. 12 wrapped up, Ch. 11 left to write. Current word count: 45, 530. Wheeee! =)

I think there's a lot of writers out there but they have feel the same. sometimes writing is bore, somethimes it's confusing. we are all frightening. is it will be done ? is it gonna be work ? will anyone love it ? or it's just a rubbish.

I think writing it's like a battle. the one's who survive is the one who completed the mission until it was ended. the one who never complain. the one who never grunted.

So if you think you can write easily, you must be crazy.

And i have a question in my head, obviously : Am I crazy ?

" Ooops. I'm afraid i am. I really madness, sick, crazy at all. But look at that secret above. Almost people are"